I just can't shake this feeling. I'm not sure why.
Sigh.

I know I need to learn to have healthier relationships, but it's really hard.
I just want people to trust me o.o
I'm not even sure why.

Maybe that should be my goal.
Figuring out why I have such a desire to be trusted...
I dunno...

I talked to Daniel last night...
I think I miss him too much.
Well, I miss the idea of him anyway.

He seems to have changed, but I'm not sure.
I wonder if the problem really is me?
Perhaps I need to change...
It would explain all of my failed relationships. >.>

I feel like there are a lot of things I would like to change about myself,
but I have no idea how to go about changing them.
This needy clingy thing?
Yeah, I wouldn't mind it being gone.

The thing is though- Even if I stop being that way-
I think the feelings would still be there.
Doesn't really solve the issue.

What exactly is the issue anyway?

Eh.


Kai and I seem to be spending less and less time together. I knew things would change when I started encouraging her to hang out with Soo, but i never thought it would be this much :|
I guess it's probably healthier for her anyway though.
I'm not the greatest influence.


Also, appearantly I'm INFJ?
I'm still pretty confused :S

I guess I'm confused about everything though, so it isn't that big a deal haha.

At least I have plans this weekend to look forward to.
Plans are always nice.
:)